So I will soon be getting one of those fancy wacom tablets! So much is to be planned and wondered by! I've been trying and trying for years and years to get stuff on DA, but it seems that it is for naught.
Years ago, when I created this DA, I was on the path to become a fantastical animator, I worked for nearly 4 years to be a good artist/animator. Finally peer pressure got to me and I decided I wasn't good enough. Four years of work, down the drain. I was fumed with the teachers, the lack of money, the lack of PASSION I once felt. It was a combination of angry parental looks, and teachers telling me my way of art-wasn't art, and peers constantly telling me I just wasn't good enough to become an artist...well anything. So I just dropped everything and started over doing something else.
It took me two years to pick up a sketchbook again. At that point I was so useless with the pencil to paper technique that I went through ANOTHER two years just to get back up to speed, back to the artist I ONCE was. Even now my hand eye coordination is not what it once was. It's all focused on defending my life while fencing, not on the small details of a character's face or the grace of a shadow creeping along the background of a picture.
But now I have finally decided, I do NOT want to lose this, this is something that I AM passionate about, whether anyone likes it or not. They can go shove it.
To everyone out there who might have ever had a problem with bullies, or peers, or just inner doubts:
Stay Strong.
Don't do it for me or anyone close to you, do it for yourself. This is something personal from your heart to the paper, or computer or whatever medium you use. This is YOUR ART.
People can come and go, they can take their words with them, and use them like knives across your precious heart, scribble crude words onto your physical art, but when it comes down to it, YOU will always be there.
Your art needs you as much as you need it. But you have to stay strong and keep going for yourself, only then can your art stay as strong and wonderful as you are.